Hey Mark,

I appreciate you taking the time to read and respond to my blog.  However, I’m extremely disappointed in the manner in which you replied.  Rather than address the theological issue at hand, you choose to attack my character and question my integrity.  Such a response is shallow and beneath you.  I never intended our discussion to degrade to this, but now that my honor is at stake I feel compelled to respond.       

Contrary to what you think, I am very open to honest conversation; in fact, that is precisely why I invited you to read and comment on my post.  My primary agenda is that we come to a Biblical understanding of evangelism.  I think what makes you apprehensive is not that I have a “theological agenda,” but that I find your approach to evangelism unbiblical.  The EC speaks a lot about listening to other people’s view points and having the humility to learn from others.  I wonder if you have the patience and humility to have a serious conversation with me about this issue.  Will you cut off communication because I happen to think your wrong; because I dared to question your methods?  Or will you continue to engage in a fruitful conversation with me?  My hope is that you will.

Your concern about internet ethics is most admirable.  I too am concerned about internet ethics and am a bit disappointed that you not only insinuate that I’ve been unethical, but that my friend Joel is guilty of slander (In his defense, Joel was actually present during the first part of our conversation, and this is the only part he wrote about on his blog.  He did not presume to write about what took place after he walked off).  I wasn’t aware that writing a blog about one’s experience at a public event was unethical; or that writing about a conversation one had with someone was inappropriate.  I haven’t written anonymously, I did not purposefully distort or lie about what happened, and I even sent you an email to let you know about my post.  Perhaps you are not as concerned about the ethics of my actions, but more about the audacity of my actions.   

You find it, “quite remarkable that . . . [I] . . . would represent . . . [my] . . . interpretation of our brief conversation in such an authoritative posture in a public venue before dialoging with me further to clarify my position.”  However, I do not.  My blog post details my experience at the Church Basement Roadshow, my emotional response to your presentation, and my thoughts about the conversation we had.  I didn’t realize I needed to speak to you first before I shared these things.  Nevertheless, as I’ve already noted, I was very interested to hear your thoughts about my experience.  This is precisely why I emailed you a link to my blog; and invited you to continue our theological conversation. 

You seem to think I have made this a public issue.  However, it was a public issue long before I posted about it.  You’re the published author touring churches across America pushing the EC’s theological agenda.  Furthermore, I met you at a public event and we had a conversation with other people around; namely Joel.  You at no point requested I keep our conversation confidential. 

I must thank you for cautioning me to “be generous with others who may know more than you, have a different context or experience, or speak from one of the New Testament offices that differs from your own.”  Contrary to what you think, I am aware that there are others who know more and have lived longer than I.  I have deep love and respect for my father, my college professors, and other older and better educated men and women God has placed in my life.  However, I sense you are not sharing this with me out of great love or concern.  Rather, I think you are suggesting I had no business challenging you in the first place.  Thus, we come to the heart of the problem; you dislike the fact that a young college student had the audacity to question your learned theological agenda.  In truth, my age and life experience has no real bearing on the issue.  Please address my critiques and refrain from these petty attacks on my character.       

You’ve expressed that you feel “set up” by me in our conversation.  You state, “ it seems disingenuous and frankly dishonest for you to approach me with feigned curiosity when apparently you were only looking to confirm your presuppositions about a perceived movement you hoped to critique.”  This is a highly presumptuous statement Mark.  I can assure you that I had no ulterior motives when I approached you.  I did have questions about your presentation and problems with your approach to evangelism.  The biggest issue I had is that you never shared the gospel with the Emperor—you never challenged him to repent from his depraved lifestyle and to believe in Jesus.

In spite of what you say, I did ask if you had ever shared the gospel with the Emperor; and you responded by reminding me how he reacted to the name of Jesus and suggested that you and Joseph tried not to mention Jesus around him.  If this is not so, why were you so terrified when your son suggested you sing happy birthday to Jesus at Christmas? 

Now, however, you claim that this part of our conversation never took place.  Furthermore, you claim that you did share the gospel with the Emperor on several occasions.  To clear up this myth, allow me to quote from your book.  After suggesting that you drink your own urine the Emperor claimed to be a messenger from God . . .

“Joseph spoke up.  “What a coincidence.  We are also followers of God’s messenger, Jesus.”  That was the wrong thing to say, for the emperor grew agitated and exclaimed, “I’m #$%! Jesus Christ, the G—n messiah, Jesus isn’t coming back so you had better listen to me!  If you don’t believe me, then get out of my bus!”                     

According to your story, you left the bus thinking the job was done. 

Might I point out several things:  (1) it was Joseph (not you) who told the Emperor that you were followers of God’s messenger Jesus, (2) neither of you shared the gospel with the Emperor, you simply mentioned the name of Jesus.  This is the account as it is written in your book, and this is the account that you read to the audience.  So, if you did share the gospel with the Emperor, as you now claim, how was I supposed to know?  You failed to record it in your story and you failed to inform me when I directly asked you after the show.  In fact, you freely admit that you didn’t inform me; I quote, “I didn’t explain this [that you had shared the gospel with the Emperor] to you, because your line of inquiry presumed that sharing the gospel means telling someone that they are a “sinner.”   I am not a mind reader Mark, and I don’t appreciate being called a liar.      

You also say that you were “taken a back by . . . [my] . . . deceptive and combative approach to . . . [you].”  This is a completely inaccurate depiction of my behavior towards you.  I was most congenial when we spoke.  I fear the real problem is, you don’t like the fact that I disagreed with you.  Mark, it is not deceptive and combative for someone to disagree with you; especially when one does so politely.  Your interpretation of my actions is perhaps mired by your belief that I had no right to challenge you to begin with.  As you say, “It seems rather strange to me that you would approach someone 10-15 years older than you, whom you don’t know and begin an argument with them based on your presupposed straw man.”  If we’re going to have a serious conversation, let’s seriously talk about the issue at hand.  Please stop lambasting me with these ad hominem attacks.  My age and experience have nothing to do with my argument.

At no point in my blog did I resort to such fallacious argumentation against you.  In fact, the one comment I did make about your character said that you were, “a compassionate man with an honest desire to reach out to the “dregs” of society.”  My blog dealt with the struggles I had with your approach to evangelism, and fleshed out my problems with your response to my questions.  You seem to perceive this as a personal attack on your being, rather than a critique of your theological position.

It is quite possible that you never intended to disparage my name; so I suggest we start afresh.  I will post an article which responds to some of the theological comments you made about my blog and which explains my position on several of the key issues you brought up:  for instance, the place of sin in the gospel, how Jesus interacted with the lost, and how to share the message of Jesus to the mentally ill.  This will allow you to comment on the content of my argument and will hopefully allay any temptation to continue this senseless rehtoric.  I do wish to continue our theological conversation; however, I have no desire to continue this dog fight.  I want you to understand my position and I want to have a meaningful dialog about it.  I’m quite sure that you feel the same as me.  At the end of the day, the only agenda I want to push is God’s agenda.  I want to have a right belief in the message of Jesus and the kingdom of God and a biblical understanding of evangelism.    

The only question now is; are you up for the discussion? 

Sincerely,

Joshua Brown